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Still not ok, but I'm going to work today. I have to get back there eventually. Maybe I can keep my mind off everything there. Probably not, though, since everyone there seems to pry into my life more than any psychiatrist I've ever seen on TV. Oh yeah, and then you find out that someone you've told in confidence did the same with ten other people, and by the time it comes back to you, it's in the form of "oh, I didn't know that was a secret."

My goal is to just do my job and fake being happy with my life right now. Not sure how that's going to work out. Not sure how I'm going to accomplish anything, really.

I am a different person than I was two days ago.